Shaw, in an Instagram post yesterday: As I look back on 2019, all I can come up with is “WHY”. Why did this happen, why couldn’t I fix it, why did this last so long, why me. I went through periods of anger, frustration, disappointment, anxiousness, among others. 2019 broke me down to my core. But I can tell you one thing that was gained was wisdom and a self awareness of what’s important and how to make sure it doesn’t happen again. I don’t have the answers for what happened in 2019 but I know one thing, 2020 WILL be better. So much wisdom and mental strength was gained this year. Time to check out for awhile from baseball, and I promise 2020 will be special again, no regrets! Much love! Those aren't the words of a guy who was unhappy and wanted his release. Seems pretty positive and self-reflective to me Thanks for posting that. Reflective to me too. He is a midwestern boy who likes Milwaukee.