I am a wreck. I have waited too long and I want the feeling of longing to leave my entire being. I have been all consumed...entrenched fear of failure. I still feel that way but at least this year, no, this last 6 days, have been fun. Finally in a pennant race and finally relevant. I look forward to this game more than any other game ever. That's not saying much because so are all of you. BUT, like all of you, we all know how much this means. It means so much. If the Brewers get into the playoffs I will cry. A grown man will weep. They have to do it. They just have to...