One of the big concerns I have is that I get disappointed when fans, baseball executives, players, and sportswriters often measure competitive balance in what I feel is the wrong way. I have seen a number of articles and statistical presentations that look at how many different teams of high and low payroll teams have gone to the playoffs, won championships, had winning records, had losing records, etc. While I appreciate all the data out there, I think this information is very useless to me. I really believe the true measuring stick of competitive balance is the FAN EXPERIENCE. Instead of looking at data regarding who wins and loses based on payroll, I prefer to focus on how fans feel about the game, how fans are made to feel about themselves and their community, and whether people feel they are being treated fairly by the game. To me, the psychology of being a baseball fan in a small market is a much bigger concern than any statistical review of how many different teams from different payrolls have gone to the postseason. I hate to repeat myself over and over, but I really miss the days when we felt "big league" rather than "small market". Baseball was so much more fun in the past before all this free agency nonsense started. The whole small-market fan experience just completely stinks regardless of what the data shows. I have posted many times on this board before, but I must say it again. I feel like MLB treats the smaller market fans like irrelevant lower-class citizens. The whole system is just incredibly demoralizing. I just want a level playing field more than anything. Even if the Brewers stink forever, I can live with it as long as they are playing on an even playing field. But this system of haves and have-nots is really eating me up inside because no other sport has this. I can't even verbalize how angry I am about all this. I know the world is not fair, but baseball is supposed to be entertainment and an escape from real life. It's a shame what the union and a few owners have done to kill the love for the game in so many cities.