OK, I'm frustrated because I *paid* to attend this game! I had the drive back to Madison to spend pondering it and here are my thoughts: - How is it that the only Brewers pitchers to actually throw more strikes than balls were the ones who gave up the most runs? (even though Viz's was unearned) - In a crowd of 14,213, why were there more fans from Cardinal Nation? - Why does every Brewers game now feature at least one critical implosion? If it's not hitting, it's starting pitching; if it's not starting pitching, it's the bullpen; if not the bullpen, then it's errors. If none of those, it must be hitting. We could have a pool to guess what's going to suck each game. - On the way out of the park, I predicted that the Brewers will be lucky to reach 63 wins. Since then I have decided that they might get one from Arizona in next week's Futility Series. Just because the D-backs can't catch Milwaukee doesn't mean they can't sweep! Finally, I made a bit of peace with the evening by realizing that a scene from a Simpsons episode is a microcosm of the 2004 Brewers season. It's the one where Homer tries to stop Bart from skateboarding over Springfield Gorge and instead gets himself airborne on the board. He begins to think, hey, I think I can get across, and immediately after thinking that, he starts to plunge, hitting every sharp rock on the gorge as he tumbles. Even the skateboard lands on him. He is rescued and put in an ambulance, but as the ambulance leaves it hits a tree, the back doors open, the gurney carrying Homer falls out and he goes down the gorge again. That is what this season feels like to me - except there was no temporary ambulance rescue.