I've lived and died with these guys for the last 25 years. When we were bad every time something like this happened I was still optimistic, still tried to find a silver lining. But this past month, particualrily yesterday broke me. I keep saying, take a day off, but I can't, its like a drug, its part of my very being, I love the Brewers. SO whatever happens this last 9 games, I'll be there, maybe miserable, maybe estatic. Don't give up now guys.