I'll admit, reading through some of these does make me feel a bit better about the last two nights. I mean one run leads get blown, especially without top closers. This year, especially the second half, has been a year of a lot of holding onto small leads late in games. I guess the five worst for me that stick out this year: 1. Torres blowing that 3 run lead in the 9th to the Dodgers 2. Yesterday's game 3. The Kershaw game, blowing 1-0 lead in the 9th 4. Blowing a 4-0 and 8-4 lead to the Braves and Bartolo early in season 5. Maybe that game against the Giants early on, coming back from down 2 or 3 in the 9th, blowing a huge opportunity to win it, then giving up a million runs in the top of the 10th