While I'm an EKG during individual games and moments, the reality is watching the Brewers and baseball makes me happy. Even when I express frustration in the moment to moment rollercoaster, baseball is the best.
I want nothing more in my sports fandom than the Brewers to win the WS. Nothing even comes close. But, I'm very clear on the difficulty of that task even for the teams with limitless resources and money. It's incredibly difficult. Staking my "overall/life's" happiness on the Milwaukee Brewers winning the World Series would be ludicrous.
That said, I can compartmentalize, and for my "Brewer fan" happiness this year, I want to win a playoff series. I'd rather be a Wild Card and win a playoff series vs win the division and lose their first playoff series. The regular season is fun and all, but the playoffs are what matters, and I want a Playoff Series win.