The honesty of Greinke on full display As for Greinke's ejection, here's what he himself had to say about the play that ended with both he and Roenicke being tossed by first-base umpire Sam Holbrook: "I threw an away cutter to (Jose) Altuve, I thought he hit a ground ball to second base so I didn’t think about covering first at the beginning. Then I realized what was going on, ran over real quick and knew Altuve would get to first quick, so I already knew I had to get there really fast. "He beat me to the bag and I got real mad at myself because it was a mental mistake and I think that’s probably the first time I’ve never covered first on a ball hit to that side. So I was just really mad with myself. I don’t know why I threw the ball down. I never make mental mistakes like that. I guess I was really upset with myself. "I don’t blame the umpire for what he did. I didn’t mean it towards him; I thought the guy was safe. But I shouldn’t have done that. I didn’t think there was anything wrong with it, but then after looking back at it I was like, ‘Oh crap, that definitely didn’t look good. Definitely didn’t look like how I meant it.’ "I put the umpire in a bad position and he had to make a decision. I wish he didn’t make it that way, but it’s tough." Greinke left no doubt he regretted how things transpired. "I was pretty much just embarrassed by how it happened, and it kind of put us in a tough situation, the whole team," he said. "The relievers have no plans – that happens once a year, where a reliever has to get ready in the first inning if something happening. But you’re never completely ready for it. "I put Livan in a tough situation and he did the best he could. It kind of put everyone on our whole entire team in a bad situation today, and then Wandy went out and pitched really good himself. So that made it tough too." Greinke said it was the fourth time he's been ejected in his career. The last time was on Aug. 3, 2008, when he was pitching for the Kansas City Royals against the Chicago White Sox. " Four times now. Two for throwing at guys and one time yelling at the umpire from the dugout," he said. "Today was probably the only one I’ll look back at and regret what I did. The dugout one really didn’t matter. I was just mad at the umpire. It didn’t really cost our team anything. The other ones are just part of baseball. "This one was just me not acting how I should act on the field." As for taking the loss and dropping to 9-3 on the season despite throwing just four pitches, Greinke had no problem with it. "I deserved it," he said. "I threw four pitches, two hits and didn’t cover first. And then threw a tantrum on the field. All in four pitches I did all those things wrong. It wasn’t good."