Just how bad has this really been? A survey of the carnage: At the end of business on June 30, the Brewers sat at 46-32--- the best record in the National League and one of the top 3 records in the major leagues. They led the Cubs by 7.5 games and the Cards by 10.5 games. Since that date the Brewers are 19-32. Where the Brewers once stood atop the National League, there are now more opposing NL teams with better records than the Crew there are worse. They now trail the Cubs by 1.5 games, a net swing of 9 games in the standings. The Cards have also gained exactly 9 games in the standings. In fact, every team in the Central division has gained ground on the Brewers, including the Pirates who have picked up over 4 games on the Brewers. It is, at present, now more appropriate to compare the Brewersto the Devil Rays and Marlins than the top teams in baseball. Since June 30, Tampa Bay is 17-35. Congratulations Brewers, someone has won even less game than you in the past 7 weeks. But that's it, that's the list. The Marlins have a better record at 20-29. The Nats have played have played .500 ball since then, and the Rangers and Royals have played just one game under that mark. Even the free-falling White Sox, who play in a much better division in the better AL, have only gone 22-30 in that time. The Brewers have only had two extended streaks of really good baseball this season: the 24-10 start and the 9-1 homestand which propelled them back to 14 games over .500 for a second time this season. When they haven't been "hot", they've been 32-53. I'm not arguing that we ignore the hot streaks, but I am arguing that perhaps it is the hot streaks that are farther from the 'norm' than the baseball we've seen in much of the rest of the season. I'm still a die-hard, and I'll still have the TV tuned to FSN or the radio to the BRN every night (as my wife will attest), but the time when I start missing games is rapidly approaching as the kids' school year and at least the hope of a more interesting football season approach. I'm praying that somehow, some way, the Brewers can find a way to rekindle the excitement and carry me into October, but hard-headed realism is giving skepticism a real edge in the battle with faith right now. It will be very interesting to see the fan reaction when the Brewers open their next homestand. Even with the nosedive they've taken, all the Crew needs to do is put on a good push over the next four games, and I beleive Brewer fans will still out in positive force when Pittsburgh comes to town. If the boys fall flat on thier faces today and in Chicago, it could be ugly the first time Pittsburgh takes a lead on Friday night. The ultimate insult, though, will be if people actually start just not going, despite having bought tickets for what was expected, not so long ago, to be a September coronation. No matter what happens, it appears that Miller Park will host some meaningful games in late September. I just hope they're as meaningful to the Brewers as they are to the Cards and Padres.