I think part of what plays into anxiety level is expectations versus the reality of how it plays out. I think that was one of the things that made that Packers game in 2014 particularly painful. For Game 163 on Monday I was nervous almost the entire game. It just seemed like the stakes were so high after all the wins the team had strung together just to force a Game 163 situation. Part of it was also being at Wrigley with the Division championship on the line at a point in time when it genuinely felt like the Brewers were the better team at the moment, and the thought of what a big difference a win versus a loss meant. In the 5th inning Rizzo had already hit a moonshot to tie the game at 1-1. Then a couple of batters later following a premature third strike call, I thought the ball off Heyward’s bat was initially a no doubt home run (it didn’t help that I was surrounded by Cubs fans cheering like crazy), the ball appeared to be absolutely smoked. When the ball fell into Yelich’s glove a couple of feet from the ivy, the feeling of disappointment turned to relief. After that point forward it felt like the Brewers were destined to win the game. After celebrating that win with the Brewers fans who made the trek and stuck around Wrigley afterwards, I have remained surprisingly calm at the playoff games even in the 9th inning of Game 1. I will certainly be disappointed if the team eventually loses a series (especially this one since they are up 2-0), but I think at this point the accomplishments of this team have already made it such an enjoyable season with great memories that I don’t think I’ll be overly devastated with however it ends from here.