I've been a nervous wreck pretty much. Went to game 1 and the missed offensive opportunities and then the blown lead in the 9th brought back the 2014 NFCCG sense of dread right back to me. Game 2 I watched a stream at home and was pretty much the same way, anytime they left a RISP with less than 2 outs on the bases I was starting to lose it. But, for the last few innings I just decided to tune into Uecker and that was actually kind of calming. Enjoyed it from then onward. I know it won't be fully possible for me to calm my nerves and not live and die on every pitch, especially if they continue to advance in the postseason, but I do try to think about how rare this is for us as Brewers fans and how much I should try to appreciate the moment.