It's 1:45 AM and it just officially hit me that the Brewers blew that game today. I was trying to be calm and rational and was trying to put it in perspective. But it just hit me that we really lost that game. Now I am fuming and I just feeling like breaking something. All bets are off. I HATE THIS TEAM. I HATE THIS FRANCHISE. THEY REALLY PISS ME OFF. (I apologize for the delayed reaction, but I just want to vent) I can't believe it was 3-0 with 2 outs in the 9th and nobody on base and we STILL lost. All I can think of is 0-2 counts and how all we needed was one stupid pitch that could have finished the game. This feels like torture. This team looks like absolute crap right now and has blown every opportunity to bury the rest of the division and run away with this. After 25 years, this team owes us now. They better go on a major winning streak because I am starting to get real sick of this. It's time to start kicking some butt and taking things to a new level for a change. I want to win NOW. Ned Yost, you are now on alert. I don't care if this isn't your fault. Start winning some games or get outta here. I know people like you and I will stick with this team, but I am so angry about the casual fan out there who is feeling tricked and deceived by the hot start. Every player on this team better look in the mirror and come out hungry and ready to perform. Please spare me with that "it's a long season" stuff and that "law of averages" stuff. I know all that is correct, but right now I am fuming and I am not rational so it won't help. I just want to scream right now. I HATE THIS TEAM. http://forum.brewerfan.net/images/smilies/mad.gif http://forum.brewerfan.net/images/smilies/mad.gif Ugh.