THIS
For every game in the Cubs series, I was on pins and needles all damn day. Just nervous and kind of anxious.
Today I woke up calm and just looking forward to tonight's game. Not that I don't want to win in the worst way, it's just a completely different feeling.
I could not have accepted losing that series to Counsell and the Cubbies, but I will be able to take whatever happens in the Dodger series, and it won't effect my life if we end up on the short side.