I was thinking about this as i was agonizing over the later stages of Game 2. A bit of back story. So i've long been a big sports fan, whether it's the Brewers, Packers, Badgers football, basketball, and hockey. During that time, i to often would take tough losses really hard. Then the mother of all brutal losses happened to my sports fandom. In the 2014 NFC Title Game, the Packers pulled an epic collapse late in the game, blowing a trip to the Super Bowl. Between the absolute torture of watching it live and days after the game, my brain refusing to stop thinking about it, I was crushed in an unhealthy way. I decided to give myself a bit of a self-intervention. Told myself i would never allow a sporting event to devastate me to that degree again and it's mostly worked. I'd still get tense during close games of teams i like, but not to the point my acid reflux got so bad, even my armpits would be burning. Fast forward to this current Brewers team. I've enjoyed this season immensely. Watched and/or attended about 150 of their games. Thanks you DVR's. Well, for whatever reason, these last three games of Brewers/Cubs for the division, and the first two playoff games have brought back the old super nerve racked fan in me. It's been a little more torture than fun, especially during all of the numerous failed attempts to get a runner in from third with only 0 or 1 out. Given how close the scores, nearly every pitch feeling agonizingly important, and a blown lead late for a loss would leave me sick to my stomach, as almost happened in Game 1. For others here. Have these last three games during the time while watching them, not once over, been more fun or torture?