I’ve found it hard to strike the correct balance with this situation, too. There is a part of me that hates to see him struggle, and today was just horrific. But there’s another part that is…less disappointed by it, for a bunch of different reasons. His recent performances suggest Stearns had an idea what the heck he was doing (imagine that) and that the deadline deal made more sense to those in the know than it did to those in the bleachers (or even possibly the locker room). His struggles also directly assist the Brewers in their desperate effort to capture the last wild card spot.
And finally—and I must admit, I feel most guilty about this—this situation has caused a degree of satisfaction. I find it pleasing to see a team with massive resources and a go-for-it binge squander these on a team that stands a decent chance of missing even an expanded playoff field. And specifically with Hader, when he made his introductory press conference in San Diego, he went out of his way to mention how nice it was to be in an organization that “tried to win the World Series and not just make the playoffs all the time.”
I know we’ve talked a lot around here about “bites at the apple” vs “go for it,” but I’m not inclined to hear that criticism from Hader. The org believed in him, developed him, and stood by him through his more than a little uncomfortable tweet scandal. And, of course, there is a chance a couple of those playoff appearances he maligns may have gone just a little deeper if he would have performed a bit better, too. A little self-reflection would go a long way.
I recognize this is petty, and I should get over it. And I suspect I will…when the Brewers send the Padres to an early offseason.