I'm excited and nervous but at peace. I surprised myself by waking up with a degree of peace, for what feels like the first time this homestand. But now that I read more of this thread, I'm already crying - starting with jflick's post - and not just because he was kind enough to mention me, but because I feel the same way. I will be happy for myself, of course, if the Brewers advance today (or Monday), but now that I've come to know (and in some cases meet) so many of you, I almost want it more for others than for myself. I want bball123h to be able to extend his stay in Wisconsin. I don't want bensheeps' last game to be that crappy 1-10 loss to SD. I want davego's trip from La Crosse and his Oktoberfest negotiations to not be in vain. Now I want jflick to be happy for the rest of us too. The cub fanbase (at least the ones who tend to turn out at Miller Park) gives me fits, and as soon as I saw the 2008 schedule last October I have been partially dreading this day. I don't want my last memories of the 2008 season to be a crapload of blue Ws waved in my face. Part of me suspected all along that this game would be necessary, though, so we're going; and I managed to mostly keep my cool among the terrace level fans yesterday. As vexing as the 2008 Brewers have been at times, they deserve my support, and all of ours. So I guess I'm nervous again, and I'm definitely bringing an extra hankie to the game. May I have the opportunity to use them for tears of joy, instead of the other kind.