I'm not done yet, but I entertained the thought for quite some time after today's debacle. I actually took a week of vacation next week to go to the final 4 games and was hoping to be there when we clinched a playoff spot. It doesn't look like that's going to happen any more, but we still have a chance. Like others have said, I go through withdrawl all offseason, so I can't stop watching now. Today was the first time all season that I actually screamed at the TV when Soto hit that homer. By the end, I just sat there in amazement and shock while we just let it slip away once again. I must be more emo than I ever thought, cause I actually want to keep putting myself through this until the end.