Baseball drives you nuts.
It never feels good to drop a game in the standings this time of year. Honestly, these times are always the most stressful. The math says you're good, but we also know the Cubs have a one in 15 shot to catch us, and that's not nothing. It's the time of year where I don't even really know what to be invested in. Just hope we win, and the rest shakes itself out.
Today was a fascinating baseball game. We didn't pitch well enough to win. Or the Phillies pitched slightly less poorly. Or the Philly offense just hung in there a little better than ours. Maybe that lineup is just really darn good. Maybe it's all of that.
We went 9-10 in a brutal stretch. We picked up half a game since beginning of last week. Dropped 1.5 since the end of the Cubs series. Could've been better. Could've been worse. I think the toll on the bullpen is a legit worry. Some guys are going to have to step here, especially if Miller is toast. We have to get some length from our starters or win some games 12-5 or something in these next 17 games, I would think. DL Hall makes a big difference if he's back. Gasser too. We're also in this weird in between phase where we have to play to win in order to secure the division (plus bye, because division without bye isn't all that meaningful seeing as we've done that multiple times over the past couple years), but we also have to think about October. I don't know. This stretch was just a grind, and we came out okay. There's still work to be done. But hard to gripe too much.
On today's game, here's one thing. I've watched a lot of baseball in my life, and I usually have a pretty good sense of what's going on. I can tell if a pitch is a ball before it gets to homeplate. When a ball comes off the bat, I can usually tell if it's a hit or not (even ground balls up the middle, which has been an adjustment). Close plays at first. Tag plays. All the same. I'm not always right, but I have a sense. Check swings, I have ZERO idea what's happening. Flip a coin. They are the black box of baseball. So many routine judgement calls get made in the course of a game, and it all feels totally arbitrary. I don't think there's a way to fix that. Maybe it's just uncertainty we have to live with. I can get behind that. Living with uncertainty is important. But I don't blame Murphy for getting upset today. You figure you get one of the two coin flips in the Realmuto AB. Didn't happen. Them's the brakes.
Deep breaths, day off, let's roll up at least 12 more wins before the month's out.