I had to erase my blogs. They were getting a little too much attention. I was upset and probably disclosed information that shouldn't have been posted online, I apologize for that. I want to start by saying that the Milwaukee Bucks is a great organization and I really appreciate that they gave me my first real shot at the NBA after being a superstar in Europe. I've played for them for 2 years on a minimum salary deal and averaged about 28 mpg. That's a blessing. But I guess there is a time when decisions have to be made. This is a big business and I understand that the Bucks are trying to do what's best for them financially. They made their decision based on that. I won't make this a shouting match between me and the Bucks, or argue $ amounts of offers, etc., I'm too much of a professional for that, but I will say that because of this, I have decided that unfortunately this year I will not be signing with the Milwaukee Bucks. I actually expected them to have signed someone else already like they said they would if I didn't take the deal they offered as it was in the 24 hr deadline. My disappointment in the way that they valued me considering how serious I have always taken my job and the effort and pride that I put into my work overwhelmed me last week. I know it's a business and I shouldn't take it personal, but it's easier said than done. I understand that they are loaded at the guard position now and have fully established players in those positions. I know, as they told me, that their funds are very limited now because of this. I also understand that I am not a top priority at this point, and I am o.k. with that. They have very, very talented players signed already and the sky is the limit for them. I know they don't really need me now, so I will be with another team because I no longer have the desire to play with the Milwaukee Bucks. I wish u guys the best! That's from the "jsonline forum" link patrick provided. It's from Bell's MySpace, and dated Sept. 15th.