At this time last year, it was hard. But I still felt -- ok, we're not there, but we're a year or two away. Now, I'm honestly not sure. I'm not sure we're a year or two away. I'm not honestly sure we're going to be further ahead in 2019 or 2020 than we are now. The truth of the matter is, our farm is not where it was a year ago, and it would be fair to call it one of the weaker systems. The Yelich trade absolutely was still a good one, but the much-needed depth has taken a beating from rentals and short-term bandaid that so far appear to be yielding little for results. Hiura is by far the best prospect in our system, but surer prospects than him have disappointed at this level. At best, it would be unfair to expect him to come in and immediately impact this team and franchise in the way that our most optimistic hope that he will. I'm not sure our system pitching is what I thought we had. Medeiros and Ortiz are gone in mentioned short-term deals. We don't appear to believe in Woodruff. Brown and Supak give some hope, but there's not an ace walking through that door. I don't know what Peralta is, I hope he can figure it out but I'd be lying if I said I really believe that a low 90s two pitch starter is going to be impactful at this level. Burnes is the best we've got, and yet he isn't someone we even clearly believe can come in and be better than what we have right now. Hader's career trajectory looks like a complete mystery. Two out of our 3 best players are a 32 year old who could start to fade at any time, and a previously unknown first baseman having a shockingly good year. That absolutely concerns me. Jimmy should be back, and that's good news. But the truth is, we don't know yet what his future will be. We don't know if he'll be the same ace we had. I want to believe that the light there at the end of the tunnel is real, that we still are on the upward trajectory and that what we have built isn't just a recipe for the same 80-85 win purgatory as we had in the Melvin era, that right now we are just a victim of too much unactipated success too early which brought about unrealistic expectations. But right now I have more questions than answers.